There are people who I try desperately to talk to and keep contact with. For most of them, it's because I am terrified of losing that friendship or connection. I'm scared that if I don't tell them what's going on in my life, our friendship will disappear.
Sometimes it's fine and they respond to me. But other times I just feel like I'm bothering them, and they would rather that I stay away.
Then of course I'm ashamed and I start slapping myself across the face. Sometimes I really feel like I need help.
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